I saw you today... after 2 long months. Every emotion, every memory, everything I forced myself to forget rushed back.
I went back a year. It's like nothing has ever happened. You were here.
It was normal.
You were comfortable. You were happy.
I miss you. I miss you so much.
I broke down. All day of fighting the tears I finally let them slip through.
I don't feel alive, but I'm not dead either. I'm locked in this cage and you're running away with the key. It's fine for one moment and there I go... watching you walk out the door yet again.
I want to hold you in my arms until they go numb, it's that smile of yours that makes me melt, it's the way you look at me that kills me, I want to feel your hand intertwine with mine, I want to kiss you until the sun rises... I want you to come home.
I'm too weak to do this...
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