Saturday, July 3, 2010

Sweet dreams

The only way for me to stay close to you is to close my eyes and fall into a torturing nightmare.

A nightmare in which you kiss my lips and hold me in your arms. To wake up from that nightmare and hear your voice is agony. To hear your voice again without speaking to you in weeks... is a pain I cannot describe.

Everyday I try harder and harder to keep my heart away from you, but you always find a way to get your hands full of my blood, don't you?

I'm ashamed of how I let myself go to such a ruthless man.

You caused me to lose myself in this disaster, I need to get back to who I used to be.





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