My mind took a 180 turn.
My sleeping patterns are off.
I have strange eating habits.
Walking down unknown streets intoxicated wasn't my idea of a wake up call.
I have forced myself to forget.
Everything of you. Everything of I. Everything of us.
Everything.
I forgot what it felt like to be close to someone. I forgot what it was like being close to you.
I'm getting used to being alone, but I sit here and try to figure out what is missing.
I have forced myself to be strong. Tonight I walked in the room where you stole my innocence and immediately had a flash back. Two tears escaped. I wiped them away and forgot it even happened.
If I'm lonely and in need of company from the opposite sex wouldn't it be easy to just find someone?
It seems pretty logical...
Except I don't want to be with anyone but you.
I miss you so much that I'm not sure if I could miss you anymore than I already do.
You have ripped my heart out, brutally murdered it and threw it into the ocean. I'm too weak to go out and find it.
... it's time to come home baby.
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