I'm aware I do not compare to the one you wish to be with Are you blind to see how much you truly mean to me? A day does not go by without thinking of you and I I hear your heart call my name, my dear, there is no one else to blame I love you so, but I have to go you see for there is someone else waiting for me
The only way for me to stay close to you is to close my eyes and fall into a torturing nightmare.
A nightmare in which you kiss my lips and hold me in your arms. To wake up from that nightmare and hear your voice is agony. To hear your voice again without speaking to you in weeks... is a pain I cannot describe.
Everyday I try harder and harder to keep my heart away from you, but you always find a way to get your hands full of my blood, don't you?
I'm ashamed of how I let myself go to such a ruthless man.
You caused me to lose myself in this disaster, I need to get back to who I used to be.
